Exam is still around. 2 more days to go. Should be fast? Well, i really need HOLIDAYS now. A free mind days. I've been so stressful for my exams and also my business. Too much too think & solve. I was talking to go for a rush Taiwan trip next week, well, i think i can't make it at the moment. First, my mum definitely will not let me travel abroad alone, only exception for Aus. And the airfare is quite expensive. I have too pay too much for all of that. somemore the wage that i need to pay for the local. Too much to cover. But, it's also the cheapest wayi found. I keep calculate all the charges this few days. Convert between 2 currencies, it's so tired. Just to find out which solution might be the best. Guess what, i'm still on the process. Still havent done calculating yet.
Not only that, i have to check with the bank for the latest currencies. Phone call never stop. Well, i think i sound little exaggerate but it's quite that situation. Aikz.. my mind is just too tight for this month. The exam is killing me, especially the Physic and + Math.
Honestly, i used to be good in Math. Seriously. When there is Math test, the night before it is the most relax night. And still i can do quite good in Math test. However, this situation do not happen this year. For now, i used to be scare math, especially + Math. I dont know what's the reason. But, it just happen. Even Mr. Fabian realise it too. I'm so sad for that. I'm trying to fix it back, but... aikz~ hopefully it can be fixed.
There are a lot of words i have to tell you. A lot a lot. You make my life interesting. You make my life colourful. You make my life awesome. You make my life full of energy. You make my life delightful.
My life is full of story. It's because of you, you write stories in my life, since the day i was born. Sometimes, i may think that, how lucky am i. Own a life, own an interesting story. Some people may cant have that, i'm just too lucky.
I know i am not a good daughter, always kind like shouting at you. But, your love never decreases, you never mad at me doing that at you. I'm really sorry, Mum. Thank you for your tolerance.
Having you as my mum is the most wonderful gift from god. Maybe you could have losted someone you love, nevermind, it's alright, dont be sad. You get someone who love you more. No pain no gain, isn't. You gain someone who always be with you, always be at your side, always love you more, and that's me!
Mum, once again, thank you for your support all the way throughout my life. I still remember the year, the worst year. The world was seemed black to me, very black. But, you lighted it. Indeed, a very bright light. I eventually walked out and faced the world again. No matter how alone am i. From the day untilr i went overseas, your support is my energy to smile & laugh.
I know, you had passed something even worser than that. Honestly, i can't understand how sad was is, but i will bring as much happiness as you need. Always remember do not look back, because there's someone standing in front of you.
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE THINGS. THANK YOU FOR 16 YEARS CARES! THANK YOU!
PS:// Sorry that your mother's day present has to be postponed. Recently, large amount of money was going out. Will buy you the present once the money comes back to mama.
MAY actually belongs to my sweet 16th. Unfortunately, it is also a stress month for me. First semester exam is just around the corner. I have a lot to study, guess what, i even havent start any of them yet. Well, it's not because of laziness. It just i have limited time to get all the things done as well as sleep.
I'm ready going to get half a dozen of FAILSSSS for the semester exam. I hate FAIL, but what to do. Went for a dinner reunion few fays ago. Ooops~ some idea-ss suddenly poppped out from my mind, it's actually i had told that to my grandpa since i went back from AUS. I think it's a great idea as well as investment. If im not mistaken, they only have a branch in Malaysia @ Pavillion and the business doing really good! And now, according to my cousin, there is 6 new branches now in KL.
I want to do that sosososo badly. Unfortuantely, financial backup is the most major point. Somemore, i should concentrate in study first before head to those none-of-my-business matter. Perhaps i can wash my grandpa's brain and let him invest that. Money 100% guarantee back ok. Well, anyone who is interested in this, can contact me. LOL~ im serious.
