Always be upset?

Well, i know my post title kinda funny, but it's true. Because of money~ yeah! because of money. I dont know what's my next plan after this. I kind of thinking im choosing the wrong way. A very wrong way, i lost my plan. I dont know which way should i go for. Money also one of the problem. I know my family can afford for the fees, but i dont want they spend this huge amount because of me. It's a very huge number. 

I spoke this to my mum before this. I told her what's my mind thinking. She's just trying to convince that money it's not the main problem. I just cant stop thinking. * relax. 

I dye my hair eventually~ i bought the Revlon- brown black and was expected the colour will be bit brown + black. Well, im wrong! It's too over black! I miss my Marsmallow colour. 

Recently life? Study - Sleep - Online. That's all! Going to have an interesting year i think? Hopefully! 

Being in a Science class, need a lot of preparation before you step in the class. Please make sure you have enough sleep! I find it's the most terrible thing when i have no enough sleep. Dont know how to describe.

Few days ago, accidentally told my mum about someone's relationship. My mum started to pibala-pibala-pibala non-stop-ly. I think she's looking bad on them. Hmm? At the same time, i also told my mum about mine. Haha~ yeah, about mine. She said it's fate that.. and asked me to be auto. WTH! Definitely i will not do that, dont ever expect!

Continue to be busy.

Bye!

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其實家人很愛我的

HAHA! I have posted always every posts about the same topics. Well, here i go :

Yesterday was Amanda's day, so how's the surprise? LOL~ Had her bithrday celebration in a very special place. Hope you enjoy that. Arg~ i love the cake! The ice-cream yam cake~ It tastes not that nice, but i have not eat ice-cream cake for a long time. 

When time turn into 11++, we got out from the place and it's time for the birthday girl to go back. Time is money! LOL~ sorry, direct translate, broken english~ The left of us decided to go to have some chinese tea before going back. On the way, i received a call from my mum. I was thinking wasnt she was going to nag me because of i still havent get back as it's midnight that time. I answered the call and was expected the one which i was thinking. Apparently, i was wrong, i heard the care from my family. My mum said to me that grandpa was asking me to going back earlier and be careful when walking around. Yesh! I heard the love from them~ The true love!

The words melted my heart. That time was nearly midnight, as usual, grandpa must be on his soft bed and having his beauty sleep. I know he just woke up because of me. The first time in my 16years old life! I know it's a normal thingy, but for me it's not.

This time is talking about my grandpa not my mum. LOL~ change watak! My grandpa is a quite ''kiam siap'' guy. He always save and try to not spend too much. Well, he only does this on himself, but with us, he never be stingy. Erm, sometimes he does, but mostly he doesnt~ LOL. I asked him to buy a M.B.A for me as the present of my results and my laptop is going to be dead. I told him the price and also told him that i started falling in love with it when i first saw it in David John, QLD, AUS. I love that~ Without thinking too long, he said yes! yeah, he said yes! Definitely out of my surprise, i thought he would say dont waste that money, you already have a laptop. Arg, thanks god! However, he added '' but after he opened his new business '' at the end of his words. Alright, nevermind~ i can be patient of that, just a couple of months only.

I was thinking should i continue? But my mind tell me that, NO.

Alright then, GOODNIGHT~

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Time to diet!

wuu~ it's time to be with 2011. A very nice number. To those who his/her birthday is on NOV 20TH, congraz, you are so lucky. 

2010 has passed~! Myself cant really believe now im in 2011, im 16 this year!! 4 more years im going to 20!! My dream is coming nearer and nearer, in no longer. It's also mean i have to spent more time with my friends, build up every single memory together, no tears for this year only happiness we can have. Well, we have done this for half a year in 2010, so i know we can do that greatly. Couple more years, the end of our relationship is there. 

All of us are going to fly freedomly to the place where we should be. A very nice place and also a strange place. However, we cant run for that, hopefully our relationship still can be as close as now. I know, every single of us will have a very sucessful career in the future as what we try to imagine that day.Anyway, I really hope it will be true.

Think to the pass, i just realize that im not that regret because of the bad memories. They give me memories and also experiences which i need a day. I learn to stand while im fall. Thanks mum. You teach me how should i be strong. You always be there for me, whenever i cry, whenever i happy. I really really glad to have you as my mum, the biggest present in my life ever. You always be there to support me even though i'm wrong. I never fall entirely because you always hold me by side. I know you always proud of me because of my little suceed which i dont think it's big. I always complain but you always convince. THANKS MUM~

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