Dayang's farewell

Went to Dayang's farewell party last week. Erm, nothing special on that day except the fact she's going. All the best anyway.

I thought a lot these few days. Really a lot. I decided to change my future plan. It's useless to waiting for something hopeless. It like wasting my time, wasting all the self-energy for waiting. I wait too much thing to come towards me. Too much~ At the end, i still have to let them go. It's fact. I know god treats me well, he's telling me something there is better waiting for me. I know, i know it for true.

I spent nothing useful these days. Watch drama, searching < all the stuffs that made my days. I'm not really satisfy with such life. It makes me look like useless! It makes me look like i have no dream!

I know my look kind like look VERY different than usual. You know, the power of cosmestics and contact lens. No doubt. What you watching is a meat-ly girl in your PC. I'm not trying to make you guys disgussting but trying to say something.

 

Every girls want to have a few different characters in their life. Same as me, me too! I hope i can change my characters days by days. What people looking at me is, they dont know who am i will going to be. Looking at the same character, it means that you only have a characteristics. When you're going to change to another character, you will feel that what you have passed has gone for the moment. Everything around changes although it's not fact. You keep yourself but you do not keep your look.

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