Thursday, February 24, 2011

It's pain!




LOL~ there was something on my mouth. Who cares. Haha. I feel different when i put on this kind of make-up. A different life which i dont know how it goes. It seems like everyone almost has the same characteristic, but however there are a lot difference.

The easiet way to describe is major and minor. We group character as two groups which are the major and minor a.k.a calefei. Obviously, the one who has the prettiest face no matter does he/she has any ability,  they always always will be the main. In fact, it shows we judge people by the first sight of their face. This is what human being.



Took that with Mama. I'm so glad that they came for me. I'm really really glad that eventually i got the chance to show them my effort. I'm not really really a good dancer or born to be, but at least i try harder than anyone to perform the best as i can. I join dance not for interest or fun, but because of money. It sounds 'cheap', but who cares. You might feel cheap, but do you feel good when you have no money?

Dont spend much when you're not earning your own money. Please always remember it's not easy to earn money. You can buy whatever you want without thinking whose money is that, im sure your next generation will be the same as you. Definitely, i do not mean that you cant buy something expensive like branded. But, it's alright if once in a blue moon. Eventhough branded things are always expensive, but they can stay longer than those cheaper things. < only some

Friday, February 11, 2011

CNY + ing






新年快樂!恭喜發財!金玉滿堂!

Wuuu~ it's chinese new year! Angpau is the most attraction during CNY. LOL~ money always is my favourite. Nope, should be forever! 

My mum said, CNY should be happy and enjoyful, but the new generation kind like not take it serious. I mean like dont have the feel. YEAH~ CNY should be happy because we only celebrate it once a year, but my CNY days always S-U-C-K-S which make me cant really really enjoy. 

It's happier when celebrate CNY in Kuching > the angpau-s are A LOT bigger. However, i have to celebrate my cny in KK this year which i hate the most. Apparently, the angpau-s are A LOT SMALLER. I have to stay with my uncle's wife which i HATE the most in a house. I have to get up earlier everyday due to my lovely mum wants to. I have to spend money > S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G. Every single thing. 

我累了,為了自己的夢想而努力爭取
我累了,為了自己的夢想而傷心
我累了,為了自己的選擇而心痛
我討厭,不曾努力爭取/生活的人有免費的午餐吃
而努力的人卻掉了無數次的眼淚還是的不到想要的
最傷心的是,抱著滿懷的希望得到認證了,雖然只差一步可是還是不知道前方會是怎樣的結果

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Sometimes i might be crazy






Obviously i do not have any nicer pic recently. Skin bad, over-blacked hair, fat looking, black circle ~ It's new year eve! we're going to February and CHINESE NEW YEAR. Seriously i feel whatever even there's CNY. I can't enjoy the happiness of chinese new year as chinese should do. It makes me feel like '' SO WHAT? It still a day that we have to pass '' The new generation's thinking may be ?

Guess what, i havent finish my berbukit-bukit homeworks yet. I hate the feeling which kind like make me cant really enjoy the wonderful holidays. Somemore, there were something terrible happened these few days. Upset upset upset!! Tears tears tears!! 

To my dearest friends > Sometimes i might be very very crazy which very very annoying, dont say no, even myself feel that way too. Forgive me and just let me do it, because this is only the way and time i can have the happiness. Not trying to be emo but just trying to explain that im not acting to make fun for you guys.  

Alright then, time to bath!

Gong Xi Fa Cai~!!