WuuMyGod~ time past extremely fast! very very fast~ well, did a lot of things among these few weeks.. so am going to update those now..
First of all.. eventually i bought the camera yesterday and i named it ECHO~ someone exactly will think that im crazy why would i named a camera..LOL~ eventhough it's only a simple camera but it's pretty meaningful for me.. and ECHO..im ur mummy now! haha~
By the way, im broke this month~ no money for shopping..gosh~!
Wow~ time gone extremely FAST! Well, this year i past my birthday happily, without worrying too much. It's good and that's what i want actually. Eventhough i do not get any birthday wish from someone who i really really hope for, but at least i past it happily and it much better than last 2 years.
No present for me this year! How sad~
I'm suffering these few days and im worrying almost the same matter everyday. 'How could i be like this?' i asked myself everytimes. And my mind told me that 'This might be the only chance and dont miss it, Paula!' Arg~ once the end of the year is coming nearly, i feel fear about it and mind tells me the same thing again. It's a complicated feel that no one can understand it. How i wish there is a person who can tell me what should i do now~
I'm lost in the jungle now! aikz.. alright~ let's say about others. Oh yeah~ i was addicted in bsb recently, eventhough i play very very NOOB~ I have to play it well!! I join bsb not only because of myself, there's another reason. I have thought this for a long time, and eventually i make the mind. Once i think this, i feel down in a sudden.
