Friday, October 14, 2011

Alone is not that lonely if you'll know



突然,有时候,在某个时间里,某个发呆的时候,某个动作的时候
我会有突如其来的post ideas
然后在心里想想,我今晚就要post这个
可是,常常就把这件事给溜过去了

My blog一直是我发泄情绪的地方
因此,大多数的文章都偏向negative
这不是因为我要让自己的狼狈表现出来再奢求别人的可怜
一个很简单的理由,因为‘它’是我的听众
唯一最忠实的听众
Instead of人类,它不曾从我身边离开过
只要我发现自己的内心已满溢了,就能随时和‘它’说说话话
因为它永远都在那个地方等着我的诉苦

这个月,现在,是考试的期间
我只希望,自己能happy go lucky得把它过完
压力?我比任何人还要压力
痛苦?我比任何人还要痛苦
可是哪有怎样,这样只会让别人看见自己的缺点
倒不如,嘻嘻哈哈得面对考试

我曾试着,努力得把考试当作没一回事
就像有些人能在考试前不做任何的准备然后郎朗当当得走进考场
拿到卷纸的时候,不过成就多么得烂也若无其事的樣子
我可以嗎?我能成功嗎?我行嗎?

答案是,我不行。
只要我一閉上眼睛,未來的自己就已提醒了現在的自己
如要成功,就必須付出
如再不振作,只會有更多人追上自己
金牛座的自尊不是簡簡單單得隨便說說的

現在的我,頭腦很空
算了~ Goodnight!


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

October = Time flies




Can you believe it's October now? PMR is ongoing, good luck to all the candidates anyway. Time flies extremely fast. 

Well, thanks to PMR that we can have a week of holidays for free. Not a happy holidays anyway. As the iPhone rumors, the 'real' iPhone has been released 2days ago. Most of the people was expecting it's iPhone 5 but sadly I-4S has brought them huge disappointment and this bunch of people starting to complaints. Thus, Apple's share has fell sharply when the 1-4S releasing as a result cause of Steve Jobs's death this morning.

I cried when I read the news. Well, not dramatic-ly just a few tears. It's really sad to hear this news. My best man was passed away! Yeah, my best man. Rest in peace. 

Exam is coming soon and I don't know what should I do. Ever since I came back after my medical check up, my mum has stopped all my tuition classes so that I can have more relaxing time and stress-reduced. It sounds awesome but.. I didn't revise any book at home as well as at school. It's just too lazy to read and bother about the locked questions. Hopefully I can do a little well in this coming examination. It's fine if there is ''some'' failss. 

By the way, my web shop is going to ''open'' soon! Erm, maybe after the examination. LOL.

Ps:/ I feel weird of this kind of life. 

Byebye