Days are tough now. No one understand how it is. Everyone just keep pushing on you. It's pain and stressful, but who know. Things always come suddenly without telling you. You are forced to face it. In fact, with tears.
Tears are non-stop. Somehow, I believe it's just a process toward an end point. Pain can't be expressed. The only way - swallow yourself. However, as much pain as you've collected, the more powerful you are - this is what I'm telling myself, always.
People look on you, but they don't feel you. Instance, a Science experiment, people just focus on the conclusion instead of the steps. This is world, this is reality. You got to face it, because you are forced to.
Never stop crying, as that's the only tool you have.