Gastric

what the hell is that~ i'm having seriously gastric yesterday. I cried because of pain. It's really really pain. I called my mum and told her i had gastric again and ended up the call.
Maybe she was too worry, she called my aunt and told her that my gastric came back again.
My aunt came in my room between my uncle drove to buy some milo back. It may be helpful. By the way, i had taken 3 panadol activefast yesterday. My life must be very short.
3 pills a day~God~


Anyway this time wasnt the first time. Gastric has been one of the custom in my life. And it is so so serious. Cant sleep, cant sit, cant stand...more. Well, today im kinda happy eventhough im worrying my gastric will happen again. LOL~ served a table of friendly family.. when the old woman was ready to go, she was looking at me and i walked toward her. She said ''see you.''~ Argh.. no way..we not gonna to see each other anymore. I told her im going back soon and im not local here. Bla bla bla~

Alright~i asked her some questions. Suddenly, the guy who sat with her come toward us and the old woman told me that he is her grandson and bla bla bla~ Wow.. he hug me and kissed my face..OMG~ what the hell is that..dont they are too friendly~ But anyway, im happy of that, not because of the kiss but it means that they were satisfy with my service. Between, they treated me like local and not like 'anti asian'. I think it will be my most unforgetten memory in my life. LOL~

Well, after reach home, chat with my aunt for 2hours. Mostly we chat is about my future. I told my aunt what is the plan for my future and dream. LOL~ she said she's proud of me and didnt expect that i will think for that. It's mature~ anyway just forget about it.

All hopes from my family are over me. They expect me to get good education in the future no matter how expensive the fees are. I know they love me so much. What i wanted, they bought for me and just because of i like it when i was kid. Now, i'm not kid anymore. Eventhough i do not have the ability to pay for all my expenses but i'm trying harder to earn money by myself.

LOL~im touched when i had gastric yesterday. My mum was so so so worry and keep calling my aunt and asked for my situation. I think that i should go for the specialist and have some body check, otherwise my life must be so short.

Goodnight~