Yoohho~ a few hours more gonna be a new year. Im wondering peoples in the world, actress, actor around the world, what they doing now? Isnt they excited for the coming year? Answer might be ''yes'' or ''no''.
Well, forget about it.
Happy New Year.
By Paula,
20091231 15:29P.M
Wrote down the last moment for 2009.
Unfortunely, what i wrote this afternoon are not the last moment for 2009. Im Back~! After the performance, ate with family and ling came with us. We had planned for the rest time. But, my mum spoiled our plan. She doesnt let me out. What The Hell. Send ling back and went back home. Jing called me and asked me whether can i go to her home. Argh~ i have no transport and absolutely my mum doesnt let me to go.
Im sad and tears fall~ Not because of cant go out. It is because of i have to celebrate alone again. Happy New Year to myself. Im the one who always be alone. Travel alone, celebrate alone, sad alone.... no one can share with. It's a terrible feeling and exactly no one know it.
After this year, my pressure is getting heavier and heavier. And this the last day for 2009, wondering why is my mum doesnt let me to go out? She always spoils whatever i want. Never feel happy but fear every moment in this family.
Received friends' happy new year wishes just now. LOL~ i hope it's happy too. However, i hope to be not alone again. At least give me someone that i can trust and share my sadness or happiness with her/him. <<>
The end~
Written By Paula
11:55P.M
Happy New Year
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