Once an Update

It's Mother's Day today, and it's Sunday. Well, i just realise how long have i didn't update my blog.  I used to update it at least twice a month or so. Things changed, change. Same as for person.  To be honest, I have extremely great fear of making friends, or close friends should I say. I am not perfect. Well, I know no one in this world is.  I don't call myself a generous person thou. I have a lot of imperfections.  If...

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逃避

剛從泰國之旅回來 新年逼近 就越覺得焦慮 失眠已成常事 心更是常砰砰地跳 不停地在倒數著 不停地在想策略逃避 曾想過出國逃避 順便完成自己背包客的夢想 曾試著不刻意地和媽媽說起 果然 吵了好大一架 我媽說我自私 我說她不體諒 現在只要一閉著眼睛 仿佛能聽到看到 那把尖銳刺耳的刀 我常想 我的未來 為什麼需要向別人交代 為什麼需要被人批評 為什麼需要被人當作一個話題 我只能說 步步驚心 或許我和別人不一樣 每一個家庭都有屬於它自己的缺陷 我們總羨慕著其他人 那是因為在那一瞬間 我們只看到 他們光亮的那一面 我們的缺陷 或許在哪個我們不知道的瞬間 也成了別人羨慕的「那一樣羨慕品」 此刻的我 最需要的是勇...

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很多..很多

原本已經想上床睡覺了 卻還是想上來update下 實在太久沒好好寫一頓了 這個時間點 不想傷腦筋寫英文 中文体更能展現字體裡的感情 是而更融入他人 嗯 時間過的很快 快得生活地很充實 轉眼間 一年就這樣過了 我也就這樣畢業了 澳洲的生活我不想多說 原因是大致上沒什麼不同 況且大家也不是不熟悉 畢竟很多本地人都選擇到那留學 明年 － 大學 顯然得我還沒決定：哪所？哪科？ 我不喜歡做決定 更何況是影響未來人生重要的決擇 我家庭並不富有 我不能說讀到一半沒興趣就換別的科系 我沒那個時間 也沒那錢 所以只要選擇了第一步 就務必要往後堅持得走下去 還記得1-2年前 當別人問我大學都讀什麼 我都會毫不猶豫得說CEO 大部分认识我的人都知道我的理想是想当一位女强人 是 这理想一直都默默藏在我心里 每当我遇到难题快要放弃的时候 就会很ss地幻想如果一天我真的在间世界之top50的大公司里当ceo Wow 那种说不出的爽ness 难以形容 也因为这样我才更努力地走下去 可是在这现实的世界里...

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Life's A Bitch

It's been awhile since I updated my blog previously. Well, it reminded me when I saw Lykai posted about her  blog on Facebook. I used to blog every fortnight in the past few years, but I have no idea why do I stopped for a long time. Laziness kills me, indeed.  Hmm, I just don't know what to write. Perhaps too much on my mind. Living in a foreign country by yourself is not easy at all. I'm staying with my aunt, so it might be a bonus for me? Not really. It actually doesn't make any difference. My school is full of blacks, not to...

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Lifeless holidays

It's holidays now, it should be great, but it seems way too boring here in an island. There's nothing much to do. Shop? Oh no. Diving? Oh no. Picnic? Oh no.   My daily routine has be, wake up - eat - watch movie - sleep, or wake up - outing - sleep. That is sooooooo lifeless.  Well, recently, there are some business projects coming up. Hopefully, it would make my current life a lil bit meaningful. It's gonna be a huge project...

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