Well, just have a simply update here. It feels something wrong if i leave my blog dead too long. Arg~ time gone so fast.
Last Friday, went to Delyn's house for Geo project. Taken without lens~ wow~ Actually, i thought i can did the project seriously. But as my habit, i only done a dapatan kajian sentence. Haha~ i prefer do it alone so that i can put more effort and serious on it. I was the only one who came late.
Celabrated my mum's birthday last week. Update later.
Hi everyone! LOL~ well, i have left my blog dead for a few weeks, nearly a month i think? I always remind myself it's time to update my lovely blog, but once i type, i dont know what should i write and straight away click 'X'. Haha~ not only because of my laziness, it is also because of im so so busy. I mean like extremely busy? I face numerous of numbers, alphabets, pictures and ''chinese words''at school and even at home everyday. Really everyday~ My brain is almost BOOM!
Well, get in the point now. Currently, im suffering for a lot a lot of matters. Buisness, homeworks, school projects, studies, hair, my diet plan, mum's birthday.... and a lot
First, im planning to upgrade my buisness. But, the only problem is there are so much impediment. It makes my plan cant move on. I was trying to apply my Maybank ATM for maybank2u online banking application, so that i can check and make all the transactions by online. Actually everyone who is 18ages above can apply through atm machine easily, but because of im under age, the atm machine rejects me everytime. Hell ya, why those adults and even machines always look down on teenagers huh? Anyway, im not that kind of person who give up easily, so i went to the registration counter and request for the application. Arg~ the officer's reply make me want to cry. Aikz..
Second, my studies! Arg~ my brains is getting to BOOM! Well, i got my monthly test results couple weeks ago. Suck~! no more words to describe. Eventhough i found out that there is a little improvement, but the marks are not what i targeted. My english and math drop a lot and i aslmost cry for that. And yet, the form3 math is getting harder and harder. Im wondering can i do it well especially my engslish. Aikz~ it seems like after a trip to Aus doesnt get any improvement for my english on the contrary it becomes worse and worse. However, i will try to work harder in my studies. LOL
Third, my mum's birthday is comming soon! This Saturday~ well i never celebrate her birthday for 15years. Wow~ mean since i was born till now. Cheers. It's really a long time, so im deciding to celebrate her birthday this year. About present? Actually i plan to buy a Coach Bag for my mum since last year, but i just remember my mum's birthday on March, so it is not enough time to get a coach now. Add on, it has no any branch at kk. So sad~ Channel, gucci or even LV is too too expensive. I can afford for that. I found out that Coach is the most beneficial branded bag. The price is reasonable and the design is different every season. So, am bothering for my mum's present and also the expenses~ Aikz..
The last and the most important is > i have no enough time. Seriously i need 48hours a day. Really~ My time is occupied. I have to do that do this.. and once i done, a day have past, it is getting to another 24hours. Aikz..somemore i havent pack the stocks yet, need to work for another hour. Sometime, it's already 1 o'clock in the morning when i really done all things. But luckily my mum help me a lot otherwise i have no time to sleep. Thanks mum! *kiss~ Haha
Eventhough we had finished our exam..but i still feel tired this few days~ dont know why it is.. anyway i have to bear of these though it's hard. I thought it will not happen again, but my thinking is wrong. I should make the preparation earlier. Anyway, it's alright. I have faced this not the first time and also not the second. It only leaves a year, i have to bear no matter how hard is that. After PMR, i will get my freedom back and leave the place. Yes! I can do it.
Well, that's not my point. Being nice to a person that dislike you doesnt mean u're defeated, it only simply means that you still have some respect left for the person. I'm agree that! Fight doesnt mean anything, why dont we just smile and face the truth? I know it's hard, but at least you are not making yourself down.
Well, am super free today! We just finished our monthly test. HAHA. Feel nothing to do and it's time to update my lovely blog. Well, i cant do well in Math and Science. So i think my results definitely will be very very super terrible. However, i will try my best to fight for PMR and even my future.
I felt that everyone in this world is changing themself every seconds. We cant predict what will happen next, but at least we have the preparation for the challenge. Once the challenge is given, try to do the best no matter is that important. Dont mad when people judge good or bad on you, maybe that's a way to motivate yourself.
I really care about what people comment on me before, i mean like extremely. But once i think back now, why should i? No one is perfect in this world. What can you do if people commented bad on you? Nothing! The only you get is you're making youself annoying.
Oh My God~ tomorrow will be my first monthly test!! WTH~ i havent prepare anything yet and what i worry now is my face's tone. I cant even concentrate in my study. Arg~! Am suffering now. But at least i read all the History BAB1 and understand what's the topic talking about. Im regret to attend the sport day, eventhough i didnt join any activity on that day, but my skin was getting darker. Im wondering why..Isnt my skin is too too sensetive? This time is the 2nd time that im suffering about my skin's tone. Anyway, it only a little dark and yet it not sunburn. So, im quite lucky. And the most most i feel im lucky is, i was reserved for my team pembarisan! Haha~ oh thanks god!
Erm..CNY had passed and it is another starter again. I'm quite satisfy with my CNY holidays eventhough just celebrated only a few days with my dearly friends. I enjoyed my shopping very much. Haha.. so that's why i satisfy. The last day of FEB was the day of 'chap goh meh'. And again we had gambling at my house at the afternoon, continue 'chap goh mei' at night. Actually it is pretty tired. Dont know why i cant sleep well and get up very early in the morning during those days.
LOL~Am trying to show my teeth, but what i got is like.. erm..hard to decribe.Haha~ so i was force to modify a pig's nose to cover the part of my teeth. And the conclusion is, i found out that after been modified, it is quite suitable and cute. Haha..i mean the pinky pig's nose. Oh yeah~ i took those pictures during on the way to 'chap goh mei' in gg's car. It was a little dark so we decided to use the flash light and the pictures are not that bad.
Erm.. i thought something in a sudden just now.LOL~ last few days i was thinking too too too much about some impossible things and when i think back now, it seems so ridiculous.
Alright~ i'm not an idiot or a stupid person. I saw and i trusted what i saw. If you are trying to laugh at a person and trying to give an explaination, make sure you are smart. Erm..what i said do not mean that im saying myself is smart or what.
ps: im not saying who, but just try to give some advices.